Stephan Beck has a highly successful professional career behind him. In his old life as a banker he was responsible for 24 countries in his division. The only thing that mattered to him was his professional success. Feelings had no place in his life. But suddenly he finds himself with blue-light on the way to the emergency hospital: acute heart problems. A heart surgery was not possible. Immobilization and a basket full of various medications could perhaps help, the doctors said. In an interview with Dr. med Folker Meissner, Stephan tells how he desperately and with fear of death looked for alternative healing methods and thus found a completely new, liberated and healthy life.